Deep Rap Song About Depression (Music Video)


Do you know what its like Staying up all night Nightmares at night God dam i tryed Im living lies Out of my mind Im out of time! Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night Do you know what its like To feel on your own Do you know what its like To feel all alone Do you know what its like When this world so cold Do you know what its like When theres no one home Do you know what its like Man to take these pills Do you know what its like When this life aint real Do you know what its like To feel suicide when its do or die Telling you to kill Do you know what its like When you falling down Do you know what its like To not hear a sound Do you know what its like When that gun go off & that trigger go & all you hear is POW! Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night Do you know what its like Staying up all night God dam i tryed Nightmares at night losing my mind Do you know what its like When its hard to forget Do you know what its like When your lost & upset Do you know what its like When your world is a wreck Hold up wait let me vent Look! You dont know what its like for me In a city so cold but i fight to be The greatest thing they ever heard with this light in me But they aint never show me love never hype for me I had to fall just to raise with this life in me Will i live will i die is this right for me With all this pain & this hurt deep inside of me You cant blame me dawg i have a right to be Now im caught in my ways minds in a daze Running in circles im trapped in a maze Writing these verses im scrapping the page Fighting these demons im stuck in the cage Up at night & i lose sleep Living on the edge will i lose me Feeling like i cant go on Its like im holding on I see myself thinking who’s he ? Yeah Cause everything changed when they seen i was gifted Family & friends started treating me different Choose my own path & im keeping my distance For money & fame all the things i been wishing The day that im gone im just hoping they listen To everything written & start reminiscing Im just hoping they listen Will they notice im missing ?

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  2. This is my life and I cry in my room walk out like nothing happened I cry because of life and my mom but I don't call her that I call you be her name aprl.

  3. I luv this song keep up the work I battle serious PTSD daily and I tried to commit suicide five times last year the week before Christmas I almost died thank you God for not allowing me to give up

  4. thank you. i’m ten years old and go thru suicidal thoughts and depression and and for a ten year old i go thru so much crap. friendship issues crushes school health and so much more. ppl think i lie when i say i’m depressed when i don’t i only smile to make ppl feel better when ppl ask me if i’m fine i’m not i’m crying every week now. i just wish someone understood i want a shoulder to cry on but i only have my pillow i just wish someone understood but thank you for making this. music and my few friends help me feel better. thank you again

  5. Love this i also go thru depression n anxiety and it sucks this is deep and so true #realtalk especially when we need dam pills to make us feel better we need to be strong even thou its hard we got each other and we need to keep our heads up . love your tracks keep doing em i also do tracks all realtalk with a positive msg in all . love you

  6. Lyrics –

    (Intro)

    Do you know what its like
    Staying up all night
    Nightmares at night
    God dam i tryed
    Im living lies
    Out of my mind
    Im out of time

    (Hook)
    Do you know what its like
    Staying up all night
    God dam i tryed
    Nightmares at night
    Do you know what its like
    Staying up all night
    God dam i tryed
    Nightmares at night

    (Verse)
    Do you know what its like to feel on your own
    Do you know what its like to feel all alone
    Do you know what its like when this world so cold
    Do you know what its like when theres no-one home
    Do you know what its like man to take these pills
    Do you know what its like when this life aint real
    Do you know what its like to feel suicide when it’s do or die
    Telling you to kill
    Do you know what its like when you falling down
    Do you know what its like not to hear a sound
    Do you know what its like when that gun go off
    & that trigger go & all you hear is pow!

    (Hook)
    Do you know what its like
    Staying up all night
    God dam i tryed
    Nightmares at night
    Do you know what its like
    Staying up all night
    God dam i tryed
    Nightmares at night
    Losing my mind

    (Verse)
    Do you know what its like when its hard to forget
    Do you know what its like when your lost & upset
    Do you know what its like when your world is a wreck
    Hold up wait let me vent
    Do you know what its like for me
    In a city so cold but i fight to be
    The greatest thing they ever heard with this light in me
    But they aint never show me love never hype for me
    I had to fall just to raise with this life in me
    Will i live will i die is this right for me
    With all the pain & the hurt deep inside of me
    You can’t blame me dawg i have a right to be
    Now im caught in my ways
    Minds in a daze
    Running in circles im trapped in a maze
    Writing these verses im scrapping the page
    Fighting these demons im stuck in a cage
    Up at night & i lose sleep
    Living on the edge will i lose me
    Feeling like i cant go on
    Its like im holding on
    I see myself thinking who’s he
    Cause everything changed when they seen i was gifted
    Family & friends started treating me different
    Choose my own path & im keeping my distance
    For money & fame all the things i been wishing
    The day that im gone im just hoping they listen
    To everything written & start reminiscing
    Im just hoping they listen
    Will they notice im missing ?

  7. know life has gone through a lot. Only some people just do not appreciate that. No matter what you had or how you looked. Fuck it. Believe me, you only live once

  8. #JustinKingOfficial if i ever got the chance to meet you in person i would give you a massivs hug and buy you a drink when i turn 21 soon

  9. If you are reading this, just know Ilysm. You are beautiful in your own ways. You are so freakinggg strong. I’m so proud of you. I know I don’t know you but I still care about you. If you want to talk more, just comment. We can give snaps or numbers.

  10. Fire man! Love this. Would you mind if I shared it to my We R H.O.P.E. page? I’m about to start in on my talk show for voice America radio soon and would love to have you on as a guest.

  11. Bro don't listen to the haters I've never met a better rapper ❤️ your song make me cry 😭 but make me happy 😊 you are the reason I haven't committed suicide or self-harm you deserve everything and more ❤️ I love you, bro my favourite song is illuminate I would buy your merch but I simply can't afford any of it I hope my heart read comment is enough cya bro hope we meet ❤️❤️❤️

  12. I can’t stop listening to this it’s spot on. 😍😍 I have severe depression and this is a perfect song to describe it. I’m a lil suicidal today and this song just makes it feel like someone knows the pain that someone is next to me.

  13. Your song is it really help I asked my mom this year from cancer in January 14, 2019And I graduate high school next year

  14. So many people can benefit from this song because so many of us dealing with depression, anxiety.. we all have our problems, just you gotta keep going ! You are an amazing rapper!! Love it

  15. I think I knew it was real when
    All the mean JOKES form my friends and family got to me on a different
    way than be for them I lost my friends because I was hurt but my dads jokes wert jokes anymore because him and my mom were getting a divorce..
    He called me useless..stupid..ugly..and a lair.

    I guess he wasn’t wrong🙃

    But after 3 months
    It got worse and here I am now can’t get help mom doesn’t understand stand bothers keep yelling at me
    But I keep tell myself something I don’t remember because a say a lot of things..but whatever it is. It helps

    So bye
    Sorry for wasting your time by writing this for you to read😕 sorry

  16. This is insane❤ You really helping me and others to go through these hard times with your music❤. Wish I were also so talented.

  17. People bully me everyday and when i het home i cry but then i listinging your music then i feel better keep it up like this🙃🙃

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