EDEN – drugs (Lyric Video)


(guitar strumming intro) ♪ Cause I had the best
of the worst sides ♪ ♪ And I had these lungs ♪ ♪ Oh ♪ ♪ And I had too many flash fires ♪ ♪ That I just let them burn ♪ ♪ Till my chest is on fire ♪ ♪ And my head just won’t die ♪ ♪ I guess I’m lying cause I wanna ♪ ♪ Guess I’m lying cause I don’t ♪ ♪ Cause I just feel so tired ♪ ♪ Like it’s move or slowly die ♪ ♪ So you ain’t you when you’re like this ♪ ♪ This ain’t you and you know it ♪ ♪ But ain’t that just the point? ♪ ♪ And you don’t know ♪ ♪ How to let go ♪ ♪ Who said this must be ♪ ♪ All or nothing ♪ ♪ But I’m still caught below ♪ ♪ And I’ll never let you know ♪ ♪ No, I can’t tell you nothing ♪ ♪ Cause I’m a f*cking mess sometimes ♪ ♪ But still I could always be ♪ ♪ Whatever you wanted ♪ ♪ But not what you needed ♪ ♪ Especially when you been needing me ♪ ♪ Cause I’m a f*cking mess sometimes ♪ ♪ And I’ll say what I don’t mean ♪ ♪ Just cause I wanted ♪ ♪ Or maybe I need it ♪ ♪ Swear lying’s the only rush I need ♪ ♪ Cause all I needed
was some words to say ♪ ♪ That all these feelings
don’t mean shit to me ♪ ♪ Cause it’s all just chemicals anyway ♪ ♪ Anyway ♪ ♪ Yeah ♪ ♪ And I got way too many routes to take ♪ ♪ To make all this just go away ♪ ♪ And find another heart to break ♪ ♪ So heartless with these words I say ♪ ♪ Just saying what I’m supposed to say ♪ ♪ Cause I had nothing for you ♪ ♪ I can’t love when I
can’t even love myself ♪ ♪ Things I would rather be thoughts ♪ ♪ At the back of my head ♪ ♪ But I’m addicted to hurting ♪ ♪ And I got these lungs ♪ ♪ And I spent too many late nights ♪ ♪ Just thinking a hole in the Earth ♪ ♪ Till the sky is on fire ♪ ♪ And my head still won’t die ♪ ♪ I guess I’m lying cause I wanna ♪ ♪ I guess I’m lying cause I don’t ♪ ♪ Cause I just feel so tired ♪ ♪ Like I need something to come alive ♪ ♪ She said, you ain’t you
when you’re like this ♪ ♪ This ain’t you what you done ♪ ♪ And I said, that’s the point ♪ ♪ And you don’t know ♪ ♪ How to let go ♪ ♪ Who said this must be all or nothing ♪ ♪ But I’m ♪ ♪ Still caught below ♪ ♪ And I’ll never let you know ♪ ♪ No, I can’t tell you nothing ♪ ♪ Cause I’m a f*cking mess sometimes ♪ ♪ But still I could always be ♪ ♪ Whatever you wanted ♪ ♪ But not what you needed ♪ ♪ Especially when you been needing me ♪ ♪ Cause I’m a f*cking mess inside ♪ ♪ And I’ll say what I don’t mean ♪ ♪ Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it ♪ ♪ Swear lying’s the only rush I need ♪ ♪ Yeah ♪ (instrumental break)

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  1. Am i the only one who has those days when they feel like they're on drugs. But you aren't. Like you don't even do drugs. But you still feel so lightweight and high and shit like that

  2. I've been listening to this song for awhile and it always makes me feel some sort of way. I move a lot and always get attached to people that I loose. My parents never made good choices which led us to the situation that we are living in now. I cry when I listen to this because it helps remind me that I can't be a failure or make bad choices like my family did. I have big dreams and this song always reminds me that I need to work hard even if I feel I've reached my breaking points. I always remember that even though I'm just a teenager doesn't mean I can't do great thing for people in this world and my family doesn't define me.

  3. based off of a comment;

    for some reason i'm not surprised when i know a person and i think they completely understand everything about you;
    then suddenly they say they want to help or fix you, suddenly you don't wanna be around them anymore.

    i'm already drained from everything,
    and i don't think constantly reminding that there's something wrong with my mindset and how i act will help my mental and physical fatigue,

    it won't help.
    don't force someone when they don't want you to do something.
    i'm a big depressive sociopath and i respect everyone's decisions; really all it takes is to understand.
    don't just. . . claim you'll try to fix them.

    all it really does is make them even tired.

  4. thank you for this song honestly. this has to come from a place too real to believe. im just glad you made it back with this beautiful piece of music in hand

  5. "i got so many routes to take
    to find another heart to break"

    i fell in love with an addict. he turned me on to dope. i gave him my everything. he only used me to keep going

  6. Mano na moral, essa música marcou tanto minha vida num momento tão escroto, mas ela me confortava pra kct. Nem sei o que dizer, apenas sentir…

  7. Logan Crowe of Seymour Tennessee was a needle junkie who enjoyed shooting shooting up in the Hospital parking lot for fun he will be sorely missed

  8. I listened to this song for 1 year since its first day.That was good days.And only this song can remind those good days well..Be happy

  9. Story of my life……. I feel like this the only song that speaks to me i been threw meth betrayal being a good person and life ruining my relationship….. This artist really understands how i feel in my head.

  10. I was doing a school project about drugs and u needed to find a song about drugs and instead I found this amazing artist

  11. I found Eden by this song and have listened to him almost every day since then. This is still my favorite song by him, I just never get tired of it <3

  12. My ex used to listen to this song when I was going through a really bad drug faze. It's been a year since we broke up and I just found this song but I never paid attention to the lyrics until now. She used to play it all the time. Shit hurts my heart

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