i HATE my depression meds (Lexapro Experience)


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  1. Does anyone else struggle with wanting to take their mental health meds?
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  2. i take citalapram i hate it. my dr isnt willing to wean me off it try sumthin else but im on the highest dose have been for years and its not working for me anymore. my depression stems from childhood trauma and im triggered by food coz im a recovering binge eater and so scared its gonna creep back up on me

  3. Ah, so much I could say! I started Lexapro almost 3 months ago now. It’s my first daily anxiety/depression prescription. Truthfully, I needed them long before now, but I kept trying to convince myself that I could fix the depression and anxiety naturally, and that once my other chronic medical conditions were “healed”, then my mind would be magically healed as well. I kept making these plans for how I was going to go about it but those plans would always fall through… probably because I was too depressed and anxious to actually carry out with ANY sort of plan. So when another sleepless night came through and I had a series of panic attacks that left me shaking like a leaf on a tree, I decided that’ll do. So far so good on 10 mg of Lexapro. I’m more functional now. I’d say the biggest side effect is some trouble sleeping it off, but then again I have needed sleep so desperately before the medication came along. Also in the mornings I tend to feel this deep sense of melancholy upon waking, which gradually fades within the first hour or so. I haven’t felt a whole lot of grief about taking the meds yet because I’m grateful to have them after the hell I had been going through this summer without them, but I do wish i could have tackled it “naturally”. Such a satisfying feeling that would have been. Truthfully though, I mostly regret that I was so stubborn for so long.

  4. I am medication compliant, but I feel resentful at the same time. But I have a past with this goddamn doctor who lost his medicine license due to overprescribing to patients. 20+ meds I took daily, and I do feel like I was a guinea pig. I’m on another medication for my past addiction, and I’ve been on it way too long and my doc isn’t helpful in trying to reduce my dose. I’m seeking another opinion at this point.

    I’m super happy you are able to talk to your doctor. I’m on Paxil for MDD, it helps, but if you run out early you can (I did) experience nasty wd depending on dose.

    I also wonder if my general apathy if because of my meds, but I am NOT well without them.

  5. Have u heard of 5htp? It's a precursor to serotonin and it works allot like ssris except you never become dependent on it. It simply supplies what's necessary for your brain to produce it's own serotonin and to be honest it's so not addictive I have to remind myself to take it or I'll ignore it for weeks. Works great. I highly suggest looking into it.

  6. Thanks for the video Chris for me not wanting to take my anxiety medication is do to the fact I know if I do end up going off them is having to get back on them and if they don’t work when I go back on them

  7. I'm on Lexapro too. At first I didn't feel better or anything. I tried about a year and a half and I just wanted to stop taking meds at first I felt okay. But about three weeks after I stopped I was taken over by emotions and everything made me snappy and I was in a foul mood. I immediately knew I needed to start taking it again. For me, it didn't work immediately either, it was like 3 or 4 weeks before I had my feelings under control again. I love it. It helps me feel calm and clears my mind. Now I'm also on Cymbalta cuz I was recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia.
    IDEFK
    I wanted to ask if you can do a video on living with chronic pain please?

  8. if it's any consolation, for a long time i was on and off sertraline (ssri) in small and large doses and then we i found the optimal dose of that it still wasn't helping (despite me doing therapy + meditation, etc) so i got put on mirtazapine that i can safely take with the ssri. mirtazapine acts as a sedative to help with sleep and also helps boost your mood

  9. I've taken Lexapro for 2 years .
    I think that combined with neuro feed back therapy is really helping me .
    I'm clean 10 years .
    Diagnosed with PTSD and depression .
    All the Best .just for today .
    Love from Australia

  10. Going on meds was a mixed feeling for me. I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and social anxiety at age 29, but I've had symptoms of these things since I was 8. Without meds, I knew what to expect from myself. With meds, I had no idea. Still, I sought therapy in the first place because I KNEW I needed them.

    I haven't missed a single dose since, but sometimes it feels like an inconvenience. Why did my brain have to end up this way that I need Prozac to be a functional human being? Still wouldn't change my decision for anything, though

  11. I was diagnosed bipolar, PTSD, Panic attacks, and anxiety disorder around 14 years ago, before that they said I had depression. I hate taking meds, every one they have tried has cause bad side effects, from skin rashes and peeling on my face, to losing the sense of taste (that one was a nightmare, took months after coming off that medication for it to come back), and ending up in the hospital when I passed out. I also feel like I can handle this, I shouldn't have to take a pill every day. I know I should, but I don't want to. I also suspect I have Borderline, but I have not brought it up to my dr.

  12. I'm new to your channel and I take lexapro and was telling my friend about not wanting to take meds anymore but I go through the same without them without them I get way more down then usual although I still get lonely I didn't know they can give some so I don't have withdrawal which sucks.

  13. Have you looked into CBT based hypnotherapy? I have successfully treated many people with depression and anxiety who were on Lexapro and can now manage without them. It took no more than a few sessions to accomplish.

  14. I started taking 75mg of effexor when I was 19 for a few years. Then I stopped. Went back on again at 150mg when I was 28. Stayed on for about two years and then stopped cold turkey. I don't recommend that lol. I am 36 now and take nothing. I have BPD and PMDD. Some days are really hard. I try to keep my mind busy with baking, working on my art, hitting the treadmill for an hour a day, or just going to sleep. I hate taking medication. I don't like to feel held back from being myself (even my shitty self). I understand that it is really necessary for some people though. I am probably one of those people, but it isn't going to happen

  15. i took a bunch of Antidepressants last year, really I was forced. All it did was made me numb. Being numb just made me seek things that made me feel something. I had about 6 mental hospital stays all while on those meds. But this year I'm on nothing and its been very well. I really wish parents/doctors didn't persist without actually knowing the child

  16. I like your channel. Good stuff. I think I heard you say that your doctor told you that amphetamines are the only option for ADD. Straterra and Clonidine are both non narcotic ADD medications with no abuse potential.

  17. Lexapro unfortunately made me more suicidal after working really well for a few months. I had to come off of it. I've given up in the mean time – I've tried five in total so far. The side effects just tend to be too much which is unfortunate. I wish we had a drug that didn't have side effects that are too much to deal with.

  18. Hi rewired soul I’ve been having very severe depression for 3 years and I’ve tried many different types of anti depressants and they didn’t help do you have any advice

  19. I just got prescribed lexapro today, this is a huge step for me on my mental health journey. I really hope it helps.

  20. What can you do for a loved one who doesn’t want to take medications or get help? My mom constantly says she wants to get better-she has those same fears that she is going to be like this forever (anxiety/depression). She doesn’t give her meds a chance to work before she gives up on them-she went to a therapist for a little bit but then said they didn’t help at all and refuses to see another one. I’ve never really been in her shoes, so I’m trying my best to be patient, but I really want to help. Is there anything I can do?

  21. Thank you so much for touching on this, I feel most people on SSRIs want to quit and I think we need to normalize staying on them

  22. If you haven’t tried buspirone yet, I definitely recommend. It’s not an SSRI but is an effective medication for gad. I have severe gad and take it twice a day and it works amazing.

  23. If you haven’t seen this yet, please watch it. It’s a great lecture on depression and the medications by an awesome neuroendocrinologist
    https://youtu.be/NOAgplgTxfc

  24. Has anyone ever told you that you sound like Andre the Giant🤷🏻‍♂️kinda resemble him too…👀
    Thanks for sharing your lexapro experience👌

  25. I be stopped taking it. I taken many and I always ask how do I know if this stuff workin since I also have borderline personality disorder. I take it but how do I know if it’s workin

  26. i've been relapsing in my addiction for as long as i can remember, despite my best efforts and intentions to stop. it always comes down to moments of anxiety or frustration, where I then tell myself "I know what'll fix this" and then I'm back to my old ways. Tomorrow I am going back to my doctor to get prescribed Lexapro for the second time, after backing out the first time I was prescribed. Prayers appreciated, my name is Graham.

  27. Just started on Lexapro. First day I took it I had severe side effects. Shakiness, dizziness, extreme anxiety, headache, etc. You get the point. Helped the depression, but made me emotionally numb. ON THE FIRST DAY. I had no clue it was even possible. My doctor halved my dose Instead of prescribing a new medication. Every time I take it, it's hell. Can't concentrate. Can barely function.
    That's my lexapro story. Hope it ends soon.

  28. My mind is broken, I'll probably keep taking SSRIs until I die. I don't remember not being depressed and emotionally stable.

  29. I totally under stand your point So your thaughts on all these folks on youtube that scare the crap out of us re AD meds ??

  30. I just started lexapro on Friday and I feel SO MUCH BETTER! I never want to take my meds because of the side effects but so far these aren't too bad.

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